Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
i watched princess diaries 2, such a romantic flick you know.. i love these kinds of movies, 'coz i am a believer of love.. true love is what i meant. i dont know, consider me a dreamer and hopelessly romantic.. i guess that best describes myself. whenever i watch love stories, whether it is a movie or a teleserye, i really get emotional and affected.. maybe because am putting myself into their shoes too much, as if i have the same situation and the same feeling. some people find it weird and funny, but that's what i am.. weird and funny. and i hate it sometimes! am thinking too much, i'm so problematic you know.. grr! and now that i'm in love, am really worried, often times. most of my perceptions in life turned upside down, i never wanted a long distance relationship.. but i'm into it right now. i've never been attracted to someone really older than me, but i am now. and i never wanted to live in a province, but i consider it now. my parents are against him, against this relationship. "of all people, why him?", but why not mom? i was so scared, he's my first and i'm his.. never mind, but i should trust him and i love him. i am ready to fight for him, actually i did, which is why things are not good between me and my family right now, i know this will take a long process. i understand them, they're just protecting me and they just love me so much.. and i don't blame them for acting like this, i just hope they noticed how i have changed, how things have changed in my life. if they really want what's best for me and what would make me happy... they will let me love and be loved. honestly, that's all i wanted.
i'll hold on, i'll not lose hope... eventually this will pay off.
