Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
woah! 73%... that was high. :) but i consider myself a true blooded Capricorn, capricornian talaga ako if you know me well.
xx signed off at 12:14 PM
party animal? lol
haha i was in eastwood last night partyin. :) "girls ask guys dance party" of sigma beta sorority was pretty nice and cool... though the crowd was more of outsiders than UPians. but the party was fun coz i'm with the rest of the BRATZ. haha :) the usual girls am with... athena and mae together with one of my barkada criselle. we're a great tandem and we rock the basement! hehe :) well i've been really busy the past months... no gimiks and fun kaya it was nice din i went partyin last night... ngayon nalang ulit eh. diba it was a good exercise as well, hmm how many pounds did i lose? as if am so taba diba? wala i feel like really malaki... anyway, there were only few cuties pero ok lang we're not there naman just for "guys"... we were there to parthay!!! hehe :) grabe i gotta study i have so many homeworks and i really have to read... after some rest nalang. lol.
wow my baby bro won the yonex national open badminton championships.. under 16. :) he was great! he's really great! grabe champion in doubles and 1st runner up in singles... may price money and epson all-in-one pa :) cool! i am so proud of him, even if sometimes it's not obvious... syempre kapatid ko yun mana sakin! hehe :)
waaaaaaa! i remember lovers in paris na naman... am so touch by the story and the characters of the show... grabe whenever i watch it sobrang emotional yung dating ko. haha. i know am such a cry baby and hopelessly romantic but i also feel good whenever i watch it. although sometimes frustrating na kasi the character of "martin" will make you fall head over heels... actually i told myself and my friends "sana dumating na yung "martin" ng buhay ko..." haha. frustrated! whatever... basta i love lovers in paris and it makes me feel good! oh well.
i loooooooooooooovvvveeeee PINK. connection? just a random thought. :)
xx signed off at 11:56 AM
Saturday, November 20, 2004
just wanna be happy
i may not have everything in life but i'm happy with what i have... but there are times that i just feel like wanting more in life, something or someone is missing... but i dont even know what i want, what i really want. i just feel like empty sometimes and it's hard to figure it out. i guess we just have this attitude, wanting to have what we don't have...
wicker park rocks! i love the movie and i can relate to it, another movie that made me cry hard. :) i also love the finale song, i even searched the web for the title and lyrics... actually i'm gonna buy the soundtrack :) hehe.
SCIENTIST -- coldplay
Come up to meet ya, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need ya
And tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and nurse me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming in tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart.
Questions of science, science and progress
Don't speak as loud as my heart.
Tell me you love me, and come back and haunt me,
Oh, when I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing tails
coming back as we are.
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy.
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start.
anyway, nabaril daw sa paa si Johnson... dahil daw sa babae. i believe people can change... but in his case i know it's hopeless. i thought through leaving him he'll learn his lesson, i even hope that when i come back he's a changed person na... but i guess it will never happen, he'll be the same person i used to know, the same person who hurt me the most.
xx signed off at 5:34 PM
Saturday, November 13, 2004
rants...
it's been a while since i last posted on this blog and a lot of things had happened already... i've had a lot of experiences from the past weeks and it's all worth it afterall, whether good or bad it still brought me something beneficial and taught me things i know i'll not learn in class. i've been really dependent both on my parents and friends but this time around i have proved to myself and to others as well that i can live independently, though there were times that i'm missing them and the way they put things on the right track. the fieldwork in Kalinga became very useful to me not just in academic matter but also in a real life matter, yes it trained me to become independent and it taught me a lot of real life things which helped me grow and become a better person. i'm not saying that i am not self-sufficient before it's just that i think i am not yet mature enough for my age and enough for my future... i've learned to adjust most especially if the environment calls for it, be considerate, be more appreciative, more affectionate, and to make the best out of some worst things. :) i am so glad because i didn't give up on Anthropology, all those chances opened my eyes and took away my bias, judgemental, preconception and all attitude. :) many doesn't know what my course is really all about, they thought it's just all about bones, caves, hominids, tribes and stuff... they just didn't know it's waaay more than that. well of course i am just giving justice to what i am taking up right? but another thing is that i'd like you to be aware of it. in the Bible it says that God created us, and i have nothing against that because i am a true blooded Christian and a believer. but in Science we came from the species of monkeys and they were our ancestors, i am not telling you to believe that because i myself wouldn't want to accept that our great lolo and stuff is a homo erectus or whatever. :) these are few of what my course is about, but basically what we are really interested to is the cultural perspective of the people. their beliefs, rituals, ethics, custom and traditions because it would determine where they came from... where we came from. we are what we believe in and our culture mirrors ourselves. Anthro is a combination of history, sociology and psychology. :) very few are taking up this course because of lack of awareness and also it's more of a passion than a career. most of my classmates were surprised when i pursued this course, they still couldn't believe i learned to love this course, survived the fieldwork and now soon to graduate. :) expect the unexpected right? well i was also challenged by those people and the course itself. being in Anthro is a fulfillment, i am studying and learning for myself and be able to help others at the same time... at least i know i am not just doing this for my own but for the people involve around me as well. :)
hehe just another rants and raves... actually i really have nothing to write about when i was just starting this entry, couldn't find a story to begin with and to tell actually. lol. everything just went on and on as i was typing. well at least it has a sense in a way... Anthropology is one of the important things in my life and one of my character-shaping tools. :) In Anthro, boredom became a quest and a journey... a life-changing for me.
classes has started though still in a sit-back-and-relax stage... we're not yet starting the lecture and all so it's still enjoyable. lol. well i promised to myself (this time no more broken promises...) that i'll be really hardworking and patient this time, for my last semester... hopefully. no more lates and absences as much as possible and studies first before ANYTHING else. i'll remind myself that from time to time to make sure... :) my first week was great and my classes are all good, hopefully. i have some friends narin in some of my classes, sounds like a good start right? anyway, it's our UAAP season already and i am looking forward to February, our schedule of games. i am now also concentrating on the training and really hopeful to bring back my strength, endurance, speed and skills. actually i'd like to beat that and bring out the very best in me... all out na. :) i am now serious in my studies and badminton career more than ever... if only i'll be given a chance to excel more, much better. lovelife has been unlucky to me so maybe my luck is in studies and career instead. :)
woohoo! long weekend... though i have few assignments... oh well. i'm still happy :) i am really having fun living in a boarding house... it's inside the campus and very accessible. it's not a problem to me anymore because i've learned to live like that since i was in Kalinga, no more worries. :) anyway, i am planning to buy a sun sim, free call and text kasi if sun to sun... but i'll not change my number, it will be just a spare. ;) info lang. hehe.
gawd! miss posting on my blog... haba tuloy ng entry ko ngayon. lol.
